Dear Hugh,
I think you are a little confused about you really want in your private life... or perhaps it's only the ironie of a man who likes to change and change his kind of life...
really, I don't know too...perhaps if you begin to make some creative personal changes in one of the last homes, perhaps this something personal may let you decide to choose for a longer period of time to remain in a particular home...
With love and kind regards,
Roberta from Bologna